I think I have too much on my plate. I have a few first dates set up and frankly, that's sort of already more than I can deal with. I had a chat with a (very) hot social worker guy and the conversation turned to the date I have tomorrow with the hot (of course he is) soldier guy and I just got this really bad feeling in my stomach about it. That kind of feeling that, even when you don't totally undersrtand where it's coming from, you don't ignore.
I haven't done anything out of the ordinary and have been completely forthcomming and honest with all parties involved, but truth: This 'juggling of attention' thing is not me, and has zero potential to make me a happier or better human being. So I took my profile down.
Hopefully something will come of the contacts I've already made. At the very least, I will be meeting some interesting people in the next few weeks or so, and maybe there'll be mutual butterflies-in-the-stomach-thing with one of them and somebody will want to tolerate having me around for a while. (See, that's already more like it.)
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